Easing back into Meditation
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azaphaer I’m taking some well needed time off of work this week, and with this free time have taken the liberty to do some meditation as I heal. I don’t recall the last time I was able to actually sit down and take the time to do this, so I am very happy to have been able to again.
I suppose I am a bit rusty at it, so I did start off with a simple guided meditation I found on youtube. I normally don’t like to use these as the voiceover tends to be distracting, but I think it was helpful to get me in the right state of mind this time. I’ll have to refind which one I used, as it was actually quite nice. It started off smooth and the voice was hardly irritating, before rolling off into the light sounds of rain.
In my meditation I started out lying flat on my back as I felt myself slip away into my inner world. Darkness. Light. A sinking feeling before slowly floating upwards and away. As the voice coerced me to sensing the different parts of my body, the human limbs fell away and I felt my true draconic form come to life. From the tips of my toes, to the edges of my wings, I felt whole and blinked my slit pupils out into the scape I now was looking at.
It was rather dark, everything tinted in what I could see was a blue hue. From what I could tell it was early morning, the smell of fresh dew in the air and sprinkled throughout the scenery. I was outside my cave, lying in front of the entrance looking over the lands. It felt peaceful, welcoming, and utterly right. I noticed then the feeling of small warm bodies laid against me, and I looked down to see 2 small creatures. I don’t remember what they looked like, but I have a strong feeling that they were my hatchlings. They were dark, curled up in little balls against me sleeping.
Now at the moment I do not know what this means for me. If those creatures were truly mine, and if so had I been who laid them or had my mate? Its difficult to make out when I do not have many memories, especially of this particular moment. Another thing that boggles me is if this had happened on the astral in my home, or was somewhere else in a more physical existence. I know that I was me, the dragon form I always see myself as. I suppose only time will tell if I discover more answers to this. Perhaps with further meditations I will learn more.
I suppose I am a bit rusty at it, so I did start off with a simple guided meditation I found on youtube. I normally don’t like to use these as the voiceover tends to be distracting, but I think it was helpful to get me in the right state of mind this time. I’ll have to refind which one I used, as it was actually quite nice. It started off smooth and the voice was hardly irritating, before rolling off into the light sounds of rain.
In my meditation I started out lying flat on my back as I felt myself slip away into my inner world. Darkness. Light. A sinking feeling before slowly floating upwards and away. As the voice coerced me to sensing the different parts of my body, the human limbs fell away and I felt my true draconic form come to life. From the tips of my toes, to the edges of my wings, I felt whole and blinked my slit pupils out into the scape I now was looking at.
It was rather dark, everything tinted in what I could see was a blue hue. From what I could tell it was early morning, the smell of fresh dew in the air and sprinkled throughout the scenery. I was outside my cave, lying in front of the entrance looking over the lands. It felt peaceful, welcoming, and utterly right. I noticed then the feeling of small warm bodies laid against me, and I looked down to see 2 small creatures. I don’t remember what they looked like, but I have a strong feeling that they were my hatchlings. They were dark, curled up in little balls against me sleeping.
Now at the moment I do not know what this means for me. If those creatures were truly mine, and if so had I been who laid them or had my mate? Its difficult to make out when I do not have many memories, especially of this particular moment. Another thing that boggles me is if this had happened on the astral in my home, or was somewhere else in a more physical existence. I know that I was me, the dragon form I always see myself as. I suppose only time will tell if I discover more answers to this. Perhaps with further meditations I will learn more.
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